This morning, mom ask me 'nicely' to help my sister because it seems my sis can't do multitasking...
But i don't want to...and start yelling...XD
They can ignored me, and i was fine with it... i don't really care...
But when they need help,, they told me to do the help....
I am not the ignored person... *claps like crazy*
I know from the beginning that business is my sis's.. that's why i dont involved myself too much in the area...
When she can't handle it,,... that's her problem.. she didn't ask for help so i don't bother...
(She not asked my help, she told me..that's differ)
Am i wrong?? I dunno...
Should i start working so i can pay my tuition myself ...
Should i find a home for myself...
So the money they got, they don't spend it on me.... they can spend it for theirs needs.....
Hmmm.....
Maybe that's why i didn't eat too much in this house... afraid someday when they are angry they will say something, you live here for free, eat for free, the clothes that you are given is not yours in the first place...along the line.....
I start to wondering,, where my clothes were i paid for myself and where they gave it to me....
So when they are angry or something, i can wear my own clothes so not to piss them off....
Maybe...just maybe...i am right all along.... i don't belong in this household...
I am the alien here....XD
But i'm thankful that i have family...
I'm thankful that i have this phone so i'm not afraid when they want to rake it back....hohoho....
Weell.... have to clean the house before they start yelling.. :D
Bubye～
