Devil, angel, human?

Kon~!

Gw ngerasa kosong,, ga tau kenapa, suddenly i felt hopeless, emptiness, pathetic, aimless...

-Now, i'm hearing a song from my favorite band.
Ain't afraid to die by Dir en Grey..-
I don't know what happen that suddenly i feel this way,,

I recall my family and friends compliment and think that just bullshit, left-handed compliment, they're just afraid being harsh or afraid to insult me in front of me..

I can't decide, whose my friends trully are, whose my family are...
They're just leech, sucker..

They don't know everything bout me but talking like they know me VERY well, hell, they just knew my name...
I'm sick with that leechs,, i'm sick with that look they send to me,, i'm not a genius but i knew what you're talking behind me..

Maybe i'm not good enough for you all,,
i'm just human,, i'm the lil devil,, but i'm not leech like you are.. I'm not an angel like you are..

I am human,, who can make big mistake and regret it later, who can feel lonely with all my fam & friends surrounding me, who can say a foul/bad words, who can feel heart being ripped..

I'm not perfect like you are, i'm not an angel from heaven,
i'm opposite from you,

i'm devil,, but i'm better than you are,,
i know how to deal with my devil side.. I know how to deal with my own darkness.. You never know how to deal with darkness becoze you are angel with brightness, you don't have darkness like i am,

i'm happy, i am human... Who have devil side and angel side..

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