Minggu, 05 September 2010

Random ne~

*menghela nafas panjang*

sekarang gue sangat ingin memaki menghujat dan kalo bisa menampol (bahasa apa ini) seseorang.. Khususnya laki gue yg cuek bebeknya ngalahin bebek tetangga gue..
Sama sekali gk ada kabar, kalopun ada bukannya nanyain kabar gue tapi nanyain pesenannya. WTF??!!
Gue ini pacar kamu bukan pembantumu...

Padahal gue udah yg pasrah bin ikhlas, terserah deh dia mau apa. Dia mau selingkuh sama cewek mana atau selingkuh sama waria ataupun cowok mana gue udah gk terlalu mikirin.
Kenapa? Gue gk tau kamu mikirin apa seharian. Pernah gk mikirin gue yg mati gara" kangen??. Well, i don't think so. Thats why i didn't disturb you. Just texting one or two per day. And you didn't even consider to reply it back. What the fuck are you??!!

I love you with my heart body n soul.. I gave what i could, but you never ever 'thanks' me or something. Even i gave up toying with boys. I didn't have any man in my heart. Just you..
But what i got, you being sooo ignorant, careless selfish bastard. Oh God...

Ya Allah,, jika ini ujian agar hamba mu ini bisa menjadi manusia dewasa... Aku akan menjalaninya dgn sabar. If you believe in me then i have to believe myself...

Hah~,,, i miss you.. XD

Well, have to go. I'm hungry. (^_^)~~

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