Note To Self

Konn~

hanya sebuah catatan untuk diri pribadi...
sambil denger lagu mockingbird yg jadi backsong~

Mulai dari mana yah... bingung jadinya
padahal diotak ini banyak banget yg muter... orz

hmmm.... lets reveal what i thought this morning...

i tought how hipocryte people can be...
how people easly damaged and mourn somethings from the beginning that not their own...
how people change
how people become numb or don't care whatsoever happen... even it's familly..
whats wrong...

okeh.. first...
when people say " you have to put things on the right side or something,, don't move my things.."
and then that person came and invaded other room.. put things in the wrong order/places...

when some person told me not to spend my own money, because i have alot clothes and things that they didn't have.. and fooly i agreed...
the next time,, i saw people wearing new clothes... bwahahaha
showed to me like expecting me to say something...
sorry to dissapoint you,,
i don't say anything at all like there's no something new to you...
why??...
becouse i don't feel like to lie to people...
i was pissed of that momment.. hahaha
let see... who own big drawer anyway,,,
i own drawer that never change since the first time i moved here.. i have plenty clothes??
i own drawer that 1/3 from your huge drawer... wkwkwk

taht's one example people do hypocryte... hahahaha

Second,,, well i thought this because i saw alot,, ALOT tweets about how heartbroken her hearts...
how she can never love any other man like her former boyfriends,
how she wish to turn back the time and never b reak up...
i want to tweet her " suck it up will you" hahaha
but i don't know her to well.. so i just posting my tought here...
i don't like people think about how miserable their life...
i don't know their lifes, i don't want to know either...
i only know that somewhere, somepeople out there...
loss their families,,, can't even lift a middle finger up,,,
people that starve to death...

dulu,,,,, gue juga mikirnya hidup gue fuck up banget,,, there's nothing goes my way...
tapi gue dikasih liat,,,
ada orang diluar sana yg gak bisa makan, bukan karena gak punya uang untuk beli makan tapi
karena emang fungsi tubuh merka yg gak bantu...

at that momment,,, i learn how to be a thankfull person....

for you..my friend..
pernahkah terlintas diotakmu kalau tuhanmu sayang padamu...
beliau bikin kalian pisa pasti ada maksudnya..
mungkin dia memang bukan buatmu...
bersyukur karena kamu dibuang pada saat kalian masih pacaran,, pernah berfikir
gimana kalau kalian udah jadi keluarga,, kamu punya anak??...
gue cuman bisa bilang,,, Bersyukur... and then let it go~

last
i'm changing~
i don't care anymore...
i'm whatever.....

hahahahahahaha...
okeh... that's it..
i don't think anymore... thank you...

Keep Calm and Valid Like Salad.....
bye~